youth

I'm experiencing something quite novel lately... I am free of school and work for the first time in a year. Naturally, I have become even more of an aimless teenager. 

Who does ridiculous krispy kreme runs at midnight. 

And smokes pink cigarettes in her parent's minivan. 

and goes to a free show at 6 p.m. on a Thursday night. because she can.

and spends an exorbitant amount of time talking about how cute her puppy is... (that belly!?)

and goes to more free shows, in concrete clubs with smoke machines, for artists that she doesn't even know.  

and buys her first bed from Ikea. and LOVES Ikea.  

and goes to Disneyland... again.

and drinks way too much... even out of fucking ginger ale bottles. 

and drives to Downtown L.A. just to get a specialty milkshake. 

It's all so frivolous and silly and stupid... but I can't help it. It's everything right now.